I'm sorry if I'm over sensitive but I'd rather not talk about it right now. I feel like if I try to make the words come out right it will be nothing but tears. I'm so confused it hurts. I tell you everything and I feel like every word that leaves your lips is a lie. You expect me to pick up everything and move away from here. I told you before I can't live in West Branch, I'm not happy there. And in all reality you need to see my happiness needs to be a factor in your choices. I love you so much. But if you choose to go I don't know if I can do this long distance, I don't know if I can be the weekend girlfriend.

I don't know what to think...it just hurts.